SorryBoyBurnsBright

I Spilled my heart out to you,

When we first met,

You told me to lower it down and not say things as much,

So i took your words of advice and a lowered it down alot,

Now you act like i dont care, i dont love you and i dont give a shit.

In reality i love you more than ever, it increases everyday, i always care and i always think about you everyday, Sometimes, a lot of times i may say the wrong thing, sometimes i may not even say anything at all.

But that doesnt take away from the feelings i have,

If one thing is for sure that thing is i never stopped caring for you.

I always think of you,

I always Dream of you,

I hear your voice resinating inside my head,

I think of things to make me happy, and i see your face.

You see, 

I may not be the smartest one, I may not say the right things at the right time, I may not be the most masculine one, But as far as caring loving you and wanting the best for you, that is what i do every moment of everyday i may not show it as often as i probably should, but it is still there, always has been, always will be. 

Sometimes it feels like you dont want me there, sometimes i feel like im a burden, at those times i back off for your sake. that doesnt mean i stop caring.
Sometimes i feel like you don’t reallly want me so i try to hold you, you tell me to back off, i do, i do.

Alot of the times you call me a dickhead, a douche. I treasure the times you call me your dickhead, your douche. Cause then i know i am yours.

 

I can’t promise you a perfect relationship, but what I can promise you is that if you’re trying, I’m staying.

I miss you, I care so much about you, I may not always show it, I may say the wrong thing sometimes, well a lot of the time, but I don’t mean to, I just wish you could read my thoughts and you would understand how much you mean to me, and how when I screw up it really bothers me even if I don’t show or seem it, it always bothers me because of how flawless you are in my eyes and I want to be that for you but I’m a failure at being that guy but all I dream about is holding you again and everything else in the world disappears and becomes insignificant because all that matters to me is you

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On my way to see the girl I love, I hope this isint the end of us, but the end of the beginning of us and hopfully get back on track and continue too have many more months together in happiness
Although if this the end, infact no, stay possitive, chin up, and hopfully she’ll see how much you love her and the same thing that happened 6 months ago shall happen again you have strong feelings for her, you think she’s going to say no, but she’ll devolp feelings again and grow to love you once again. LiveInHope

Iv put of going to the dentist for so long partly because I strongly dislike dentists in genrel, and partly because they scare me, but alas I’m here now sitting in the dentist waiting room well hall, waiting for my name to be called why? Because I want my teeth done? Meh, because I want to face my fears head on? Not really, Because the girl I love has a thing for teeth? Yes, because I hope it’ll be a first step of being as close to perfection for her as I can? Yes. I’m scared here, but one thing that scares me more is not having her,

Kay, i have went from i hate myself life is shit, too nice happy loved up mood WTF :’)